Sunday Night Report: Directions 2013, Found

You guys won’t believe it, but it took me TWO WEEKS just to find my direction for this year. This should add to the New Year entry lah, but then can’t you guys just refer to it yourselves? Okay, let’s talk about it quickly, as I would like to sleep on my NEW PILLOW already, haha. (Audience: lol)
This year, my… direction in life shall be:
“MOVING AHEAD”
I was wanting to put “progress” as a significant show to “change” as I has placed last year, but I’m slowly losing confidence, contributed by the test I took before last year ended. But then, I’m not backing, because if I ever place “progress” means that I have to include “improvement” in my current statement. Improvement in the Army? Man that can only be in rank lah, but it wouldn’t be much anyway. What I mean is, it’s more important to be “moving ahead” in life, and not remembering the bad times one has, because I know: I’m going to have many bad times ahead this year…
On the bright side, I know this year’s songs would be more outstanding than ever, so all the entertainment shall make me happy man. Besides, with the (future, it’s coming already, I just need a weekday off) arrival of my NEW MP3 Player I would be able to type large amounts of text into a document, meaning I can do up more chapters of APoL in camp, so I wouldn’t be rotting and hearing songs only. With that, I end this post. Really. Everything, especially in January, is just starting. Cya guys then, until next time… you guys still need Entertainment News? Hmm, I see I have a night free without Night Training first… (Audience: Sad…) I know…
Let’s take a picture to cheer me up. You guys know Tomacchan is releasing an album on my dad’s birthday? Shall I give him the album for his birthday? (Audience: No I don’t think this would be a good idea…) I thought he would be good with another daughter… (Audience: lololololol)

Sunday Night Report: A Long Forgotten Dream

Hi guys, just here to update on a few things, because I noticed I noted it down weeks ago and have not been… doing it. So here I am, and do you miss me guys? Because… I’m rather tired, that’s why. (Audience: Oh…) Might as well make things quick again? I’m making it like a recall, so see if you guys can get things within, yeah?

“I was again attending some lesson in a classroom, similar to a typical Japanese high school classroom. LX was in it too, and I guess it’s all about me and her again? I don’t remember. Then I took a shuttle bus home with many other students, including some guys I know from the Army, like Robin (haha as if I will let you guys know his real name…). I also found some girl in the bus, and it is when my phone rang that made her got interest in me. ‘Didn’t know she would like SPECIAL OTHERS’, I thought, and we carried on chatting about the band. We then alighted the bus into some marketplace, talking about evolving bands in Japan like EVANPONY. I explained to her that that was formed because STEREOPONY was disbanded to include Evan from America…”

That’s all I can remember. It’s not easy remembering a dream from a short saved SMS from my phone that was not even 200 characters long. Never mind, cya guys then. Next would be about the serious stuff again, and update about my life at the present…

Tuesday Report: …Brings The Start of 2013!

I tell you guys man, I came here just because I’m bored and don’t want to sleep as it reminds me of tomorrow.

 

 

Am I giving an excuse now? (Audience nods) Haiz, I’m tired…

And yeah, I’m here to talk about the new year. Hey guys, Happy New Year; Welcome to 2013. I don’t feel much, just… feels worse than the many years I’ve lived. I have this mood of anxiety and plenty of fear in the days ahead, as I am EXPECTED to clear the course ahead of me: Driving. That is why I don’t know what to do about it, and am emo-ing about it.

And talking about emo, I’ve caught up with the last 4 episodes of Kokoro Connect since it aired a few days ago. 2 hours of anime watching isn’t an everyday event, so it’s kinda tiring to watch people get sad about things. And man, Aki-chan’s voicing of Iori is good~ Her emotions is obviously getting into me…

And… wait. I’ve been using the same word every paragraph? Oops.

I guess you guys would be interested about my new year resolutions? Hmm, I haven’t made any draft of it, so here goes:
GOALS
~ Finish NS? I guess that’s the only important thing on hand. Not mentioning that driving test…
~ Get a school? It’s about time I think about my further education, wherever it may be. Let’s hope it does not come to Poly, but then with my English standard I doubt I can go further…
~ For APoL… I do have the adrenaline to do it, provided I get some platform to do it in camp… How about Chapter 20 by the end of the year? I mean it…

HOPES
Everyone must have hopes, I guess…
~ LX? Need I say more? Haha, maybe she should watch Kokoro Connect…
~ My performance in life. To be more… bold. Really, as I have quoted myself regularly:

“Would not having guilt and regret equal to freedom?” –Kaineng

WISHLIST
Haha I guess this is what all of us are interested in… isn’t it?
~ MP3 Player? Damn I need some time to go to that store located… somewhere in Singapore to get it. Not that it’s not available online…
~ All of this year’s singles and albums of course, as I wish for a- OMG I haven’t done up the web page…
~ A new computer table and it being placed in my room. (Audience: The table?) No, the computer. I can assemble the table in my room, you know…
~ Photobooks? I guess not. Books of pretty girls cost a lot, especially when you get more if you buy porn magazines which cost about the same… (Audience: A lot more what?) Eh…

Argh… it’s as if my head’s about to burst. You guys got any deflating tools? I mean, you guys don’t feel that emptiness within? Or I guess it’s because I’m trying very hard to reject life, and it’s not happening? Man if no one understands (maybe LX would) then I… I… I don’t know what to do. Things seriously need to stop now; I just am not able to cope and catch up with the spirit of everyone in this world already… Ah I’m sick…

Cya guys then, until next time… it should be placing the good news that I passed a driving test? Haha, not that it matters to you… Until next time then. Take care. I’m already in a thousand pieces already…

 

[P.S.: You guys think I still got the mood to put a picture already? I… don’t, really. Besides, there aren’t many new pictures lately… (Audience: lol)]

Monday Night Report: Till The End of 2012…

“Interestingly,
I can forget
about me
being in the last day
of 2012.”
-Kaineng

Hi guys. Well I just came here since I remembered something, or else if I continue to stare at the TV for stare at the desktop of this computer for another hour or so I’ll be sleeping already and would not be typing this post. Today I’ll talk about the year 2012 in a glance, and tomorrow continue with New Year Resolutions and stuff. So for first, wish you guys a happy 2013 ahead!! Well let’s carry on then…
Ahem, this year is… about change, as I mentioned about it at the start of this year, or from the point that I entered the Army, because I told myself it is about time to make change within myself. Honestly, months later at December 2012, I have not made much progress. Moving out of the army lifestyle into going to a stay-out course and being able to go home everyday. I have gone back to that “school-and-fro” cycle yet again, in which my mood and guts would be shed considerably. If you guys ever understand this makes it even more a part of me, and that change here in terms of my character and behaviour… has not changed much.
This year… is about fulfilling. And I have made steps to do that. I think if I ever made a wishlist at the start of the year I would have fulfilled some of them now. *checked back* Ah yesh, how about we recap what happened on 1st January this year:
“‘A’ Level Results”
Did I achieve that? Obviously not, or else I wouldn’t be sick enough to just chuck my future education by the side when I see the army as a channel to forget everything. Haiz…
”National Service”
Till date… I can say I’m still not in danger. Not until if I ever (touch wood, my computer table is made of wood) get into any form of accident for my driving test after New Year’s, really. Then there wouldn’t be good news isn’t it? Let’s hop it continues going well? I’m hoping for the best, until hope fails me?
“I will continue to put in hope, until hope fails me.” -Kaineng
(Audience: lol…)
Oh the last time is interesting, the wish list!
“Obtain:
All Top 10 Singles and Albums mentioned in my Song Awards 2009-2011; (Audience: Wow…)
A phone, which is soon, since I’ll need one to get into Tekong, and also get some numbers before seeing the dreadful results…
A pair of glasses, which is vital since people in Tekong don’t like tourists who wear sunglasses in their morning parades.
EDIT: All photobooks I desire (which is not of your business xD)
Haha fortunately or unfortunately I am NOT going to buy any form of photobooks (for now, haha) as I’m a music appreciator, not some otaku. Ok I admit I’m close, let’s hope I can get out of it still. The first three have been fulfilled, ever since I signed on to CdJapan and they have fulfilled my requests with the signage of my debit card and the glasses needed for army… and for me to confirm the things I order. In addition, I actually got a BLEACH calendar set, which is seriously my first calendar purchase and the biggest I’ve gotten for myself. My wish for an MP3 Player almost came true along with many things off Amazon, but I haven’t gotten into I thought I’d had a longer list, but then we’ll see about this tomorrow, yeah?



What?
(Audience: It seems like you’re so happy about everything…) No I’m not. I’m putting a nice face because I’m not like LX (oops) and obviously am acting to show how positive my mind is. Failure is nothing. Anyways, in Life, if you fail, doesn’t mean you will die. If not, half the population (at least) would not have existed when they were born. Haha. Am I wrong? You could correct me~
Hmm in conclusion then. I must say this year’s interesting, not say happy, but exciting, at the least. Breaking out of the school cycle finally made me see more of the world, and this will form the basis of the story I have started this year: A Pack of Life. And this is no dream… I’ve already done FOUR chapters of the main story, and my main goal of finishing (it was originally twice the number) 150 chapters until the point I get my degree will stay for the last part of my basic education phase (I use ‘basic’ means I can still study…) as a tribute to my efforts for creativity all these years. You guys read Chapter 4 yet? Give some feedback lah, the least you could give is grammar mistakes…
Whether happy or not, life still has to go on. And happy or not, somewhat everything balances up, even though the highs and lows are closer to extreme every time you take a step out of your comfort zone. Yeah? Let’s live life with the best of our abilities! (sounds like some Japanese, but if I were to type it out I’ll need to brush up my Japanese? Hey, new year resolution…) In these time I can only comfort myself with this lah, haha. I think this is long enough. I’ll end this year with a… Wait for it… (Audience: No I’m not waiting for i-) Here!

(Audience: だれ?) Kawano Marina-chan! She somewhat sidetracked from her career to… make herself cuter? Man, she’s even shorter than miwa-chan at 148cm! I duno man; Short girls these days have so much talent…
Cya guys then, and cya 2012. Until 2013… I’ll continue on New Year Resolutions. Bye~
[Backstage]
See? I didn’t make this too dull after all!
(Audience: Maybe because you gave yourself time during the weekend to think things through? Myabe you’re bored of writing this?)
Haha, maybe…
[P.S.: Note that this place would not change, unlike past years, and would stop… either I ORD (“ORD LO!”) or end of 2014. We’ll see about it, yeah?]

Monday Afternoon Report: After Seeing the Sun

Hi guys. It’s been… quite some time. After the Field Camp suddenly BMT seems more… relaxed, though there are still much to do before my POP next month. Haiz. Nvm, all is not lost. Furthermore, I’ve seen more about my future, with the help of everything around me.

I exchanged messages with LX, and found out she gave up university applications and is going into polytechnic courses, the course which I rather not tell you guys about. For me, since NTU doesn’t want me, I don’t like to do business in SIM, then most likely I’ll end up in NP or SP doing Environmental Management or Clean Energy. I suppose I’ll get somewhere soon? Yeah. Maybe decide before POP: I need to get on with life already huh… (Especially when she has already?)

ENTERTAINMENT NEWS

ANIME
Apollon has taken a new development. We find out about Junichi’s life, and how much people would change due to one’s love for another. Hope they get to the important part of the final performance of Sentarou and Kaoru. I’m looking forward to that, you know. Natsuiro Kiseki is still on the new Saki’s home, where little idiots interfere and think people are here to replace your dear Sensei. Please lah: People stay in the city with her friends than come here alone just for her father’s ambitions to continue the only clinic on the island. Whenever I watch the show about middle-schoolers I feel smarter, haha.

I’ll talk about Hyouka in two episodes, especially when I get to watch it today too. These two weeks seemed to only cover small mysteries which could be solved on time of the episode. And surprisingly, I can also solve them, before revealing the answers. This week’s episode is not any fanservice anyway, and it more due to Houtarou’s sick thoughts of Chitanda. Seriously? If they tell me romance is going on within the mystery genre I’ll be surprised. The animation is just great, so that could keep me going. And yeah. I then found out this is a FULL SEASON anime ie. 25 episodes, not forgetting a potential OVA. Great. I thought it was short…

MUSIC
Eh… this week’s only feature STEREOPONY, as I think Apollon’s ED wouldn’t make a difference to my list of songs. (It’s okay anyway, that full song) STEREOPONY is no contest to that, since their rock style is getting into my head already. But then more is revealed on releases from July, after I POP. Ajikan’s new song is getting me going, and I recently found out that Sambomaster is (I duno if permanent) moving to Victor Entertainment – the company which houses SPECIAL OTHERS and not long ago, ORANGE RANGE – which is of a surprise to me. Their new single and album are appearing in weeks and months, and I’m looking forward to it. Looks like 2012 wouldn’t be too dull after all. But then… I don’t think it’ll reach the peak count compared to last year.

SHOWS