I can forget
about me
being in the last day
of 2012.”
-Kaineng
Hi guys. Well I just came here since I remembered something, or else if I continue to stare at the TV for stare at the desktop of this computer for another hour or so I’ll be sleeping already and would not be typing this post. Today I’ll talk about the year 2012 in a glance, and tomorrow continue with New Year Resolutions and stuff. So for first, wish you guys a happy 2013 ahead!! Well let’s carry on then…
Ahem, this year is… about change, as I mentioned about it at the start of this year, or from the point that I entered the Army, because I told myself it is about time to make change within myself. Honestly, months later at December 2012, I have not made much progress. Moving out of the army lifestyle into going to a stay-out course and being able to go home everyday. I have gone back to that “school-and-fro” cycle yet again, in which my mood and guts would be shed considerably. If you guys ever understand this makes it even more a part of me, and that change here in terms of my character and behaviour… has not changed much.
This year… is about fulfilling. And I have made steps to do that. I think if I ever made a wishlist at the start of the year I would have fulfilled some of them now. *checked back* Ah yesh, how about we recap what happened on 1st January this year:
“‘A’ Level Results”
Did I achieve that? Obviously not, or else I wouldn’t be sick enough to just chuck my future education by the side when I see the army as a channel to forget everything. Haiz…
”National Service”
Till date… I can say I’m still not in danger. Not until if I ever (touch wood, my computer table is made of wood) get into any form of accident for my driving test after New Year’s, really. Then there wouldn’t be good news isn’t it? Let’s hop it continues going well? I’m hoping for the best, until hope fails me?
“I will continue to put in hope, until hope fails me.” -Kaineng
(Audience: lol…)
Oh the last time is interesting, the wish list!
“Obtain:
All Top 10 Singles and Albums mentioned in my Song Awards 2009-2011; (Audience: Wow…)
A phone, which is soon, since I’ll need one to get into Tekong, and also get some numbers before seeing the dreadful results…
A pair of glasses, which is vital since people in Tekong don’t like tourists who wear sunglasses in their morning parades.
EDIT: All photobooks I desire (which is not of your business xD)
Haha fortunately or unfortunately I am NOT going to buy any form of photobooks (for now, haha) as I’m a music appreciator, not some otaku. Ok I admit I’m close, let’s hope I can get out of it still. The first three have been fulfilled, ever since I signed on to CdJapan and they have fulfilled my requests with the signage of my debit card and the glasses needed for army… and for me to confirm the things I order. In addition, I actually got a BLEACH calendar set, which is seriously my first calendar purchase and the biggest I’ve gotten for myself. My wish for an MP3 Player almost came true along with many things off Amazon, but I haven’t gotten into I thought I’d had a longer list, but then we’ll see about this tomorrow, yeah?
…
What?
(Audience: It seems like you’re so happy about everything…) No I’m not. I’m putting a nice face because I’m not like LX (oops) and obviously am acting to show how positive my mind is. Failure is nothing. Anyways, in Life, if you fail, doesn’t mean you will die. If not, half the population (at least) would not have existed when they were born. Haha. Am I wrong? You could correct me~
Hmm in conclusion then. I must say this year’s interesting, not say happy, but exciting, at the least. Breaking out of the school cycle finally made me see more of the world, and this will form the basis of the story I have started this year: A Pack of Life. And this is no dream… I’ve already done FOUR chapters of the main story, and my main goal of finishing (it was originally twice the number) 150 chapters until the point I get my degree will stay for the last part of my basic education phase (I use ‘basic’ means I can still study…) as a tribute to my efforts for creativity all these years. You guys read Chapter 4 yet? Give some feedback lah, the least you could give is grammar mistakes…
Whether happy or not, life still has to go on. And happy or not, somewhat everything balances up, even though the highs and lows are closer to extreme every time you take a step out of your comfort zone. Yeah? Let’s live life with the best of our abilities! (sounds like some Japanese, but if I were to type it out I’ll need to brush up my Japanese? Hey, new year resolution…) In these time I can only comfort myself with this lah, haha. I think this is long enough. I’ll end this year with a… Wait for it… (Audience: No I’m not waiting for i-) Here!
Cya guys then, and cya 2012. Until 2013… I’ll continue on New Year Resolutions. Bye~
[Backstage]
See? I didn’t make this too dull after all!
(Audience: Maybe because you gave yourself time during the weekend to think things through? Myabe you’re bored of writing this?)
Haha, maybe…
[P.S.: Note that this place would not change, unlike past years, and would stop… either I ORD (“ORD LO!”) or end of 2014. We’ll see about it, yeah?]
