I tell you guys man, I came here just because I’m bored and don’t want to sleep as it reminds me of tomorrow.
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Am I giving an excuse now? (Audience nods) Haiz, I’m tired…
And yeah, I’m here to talk about the new year. Hey guys, Happy New Year; Welcome to 2013. I don’t feel much, just… feels worse than the many years I’ve lived. I have this mood of anxiety and plenty of fear in the days ahead, as I am EXPECTED to clear the course ahead of me: Driving. That is why I don’t know what to do about it, and am emo-ing about it.
And talking about emo, I’ve caught up with the last 4 episodes of Kokoro Connect since it aired a few days ago. 2 hours of anime watching isn’t an everyday event, so it’s kinda tiring to watch people get sad about things. And man, Aki-chan’s voicing of Iori is good~ Her emotions is obviously getting into me…
And… wait. I’ve been using the same word every paragraph? Oops.
I guess you guys would be interested about my new year resolutions? Hmm, I haven’t made any draft of it, so here goes:
GOALS
~ Finish NS? I guess that’s the only important thing on hand. Not mentioning that driving test…
~ Get a school? It’s about time I think about my further education, wherever it may be. Let’s hope it does not come to Poly, but then with my English standard I doubt I can go further…
~ For APoL… I do have the adrenaline to do it, provided I get some platform to do it in camp… How about Chapter 20 by the end of the year? I mean it…
HOPES
Everyone must have hopes, I guess…
~ LX? Need I say more? Haha, maybe she should watch Kokoro Connect…
~ My performance in life. To be more… bold. Really, as I have quoted myself regularly:
“Would not having guilt and regret equal to freedom?” –Kaineng
WISHLIST
Haha I guess this is what all of us are interested in… isn’t it?
~ MP3 Player? Damn I need some time to go to that store located… somewhere in Singapore to get it. Not that it’s not available online…
~ All of this year’s singles and albums of course, as I wish for a- OMG I haven’t done up the web page…
~ A new computer table and it being placed in my room. (Audience: The table?) No, the computer. I can assemble the table in my room, you know…
~ Photobooks? I guess not. Books of pretty girls cost a lot, especially when you get more if you buy porn magazines which cost about the same… (Audience: A lot more what?) Eh…
Argh… it’s as if my head’s about to burst. You guys got any deflating tools? I mean, you guys don’t feel that emptiness within? Or I guess it’s because I’m trying very hard to reject life, and it’s not happening? Man if no one understands (maybe LX would) then I… I… I don’t know what to do. Things seriously need to stop now; I just am not able to cope and catch up with the spirit of everyone in this world already… Ah I’m sick…
Cya guys then, until next time… it should be placing the good news that I passed a driving test? Haha, not that it matters to you… Until next time then. Take care. I’m already in a thousand pieces already…
[P.S.: You guys think I still got the mood to put a picture already? I… don’t, really. Besides, there aren’t many new pictures lately… (Audience: lol)]
