Now that I've done the last part of the puzzle, let's talk about it.
Wonder what I did just now? It's a long story, so let's start from the top.
Just a few weeks ago that I already noticed the serious consequence (actually isn't much, just that Dad will go crazy) of NOT ending up in an institution to further my education. (yes it's that bad) (yes I know it's been two years) (yea it's my fault for not taking note of the application dates) (yes... that's all?) This has (only now) been a worry of my parents (because they actually don't really care??) and yes, I currently have nowhere to go. That the case, I ought to be doing the alternative to studying as what most would: getting a job.
(Really if you're bored because you have a job or think I'm naive please stop reading any further. You have been warned.)
So I guess I have to do something to pass the time, or I will be referred to as a "freeloader". (As if I wasn't for the past two decades) Because now it's different. I'm grown up. That means that I have to be independent, even though I'm widely sponsored. It's like being a civilian and sponsored by the government, but smaller in scale. So about work... my cousin arranged me to take over his job as a... Technical Support Officer. If no one knows what's that, my cousin says it's just simple computer troubleshooting, or that's what he said. Little do I know until I entered a resume (with his help, thanks again) and was in that semi-formal interview did I understand the reality: I do not work everyday (like twice a week?), need to know a lot more than my own supposed knowledge, and am given a life-inspiring monologue by the boss. WTF? I told to myself, and yeah, was an ordeal for one's first interview.
And he (the boss) he is right: I would have been better finding a full time or part time job outside, I don't have the skills required, and the rest of it? Now I even think he's pitying me because my cousin reeled me in. And after that, I've been complaining to my cousin of why he actually made it sound that simple...
By now you guys would've noticed or have already noticed these few years or many years (wow thanks loyal reader) that I'm scared of facing people, more especially to strangers. Guess it sounds correct for anyone human, but my confidence level here is a little extreme. Not extremely confident, but extremely timid.
*silence*
Now that I've lost 95% of my readers (if any in the first place), let me share what I think I've done to salvage such a situation. I've sent an email to whoever's in charge to tell them I quit the probation period cum test of my abilities and decided to find another job. But how? It has not been easy. Been spending the past few nights on the internet searching for suitable jobs, and with customer service out of my league, the search has not been easy. Mostly logistics which does not require long-term commitment.
By now if you think I'm in a dead end, you are dead right. (Not to make a rhyme, but...) So how? That's what I've been asking myself. But yes, I will continue to find a job, probably the papers, because I'm not going to stay at home. No one wants me to do that anyway. For now, I'm trying, so hope it helps.
Haiz, finally got it all out. Cya guys then, until next time... if you need a job let's search for one together! Ah, the others have gone... *sob*
(P.S.: Will I ever be satisfied with a job? Stay tuned to find out...)
(P.P.S.: Now that I'm doing a post every night, why not I do it for the week? Let's see if I can keep to the promise...)
