Haha, hi guys. It’s been a while, isn’t it? Like working, being in the Army does not mean you don’t need to deal with many types of people and situations, you know. Especially the fact that when things go wrong you might just end up in court and prison for all you know. But recently, I have a feeling people are making me get into trouble for some reason, and as with most people who blame others, of course I cannot blame myself.
There are those people, who knows everyone hates him, but just works everything under the table. They suck up and complain to their superiors (not next superior, mind you) and then neglect their work by finding means and ways of avoiding them with excuses. And thus, with the Army mission of “One For All, All For One”, someone else would have to do the deed. Coincidentally, I have been backup to this bastard (mind me people; only this post is rated, ok?) for duty, and as predicted he found some way to avoid it. But then if the sh*t doesn’t hit that fan, it’ll hit mine. I didn’t go, because calling me was too late (I sleep late during weekends?). And someone else who was supposed to take his leave has to come back to take the job. Feeling indebted, I ended up doing his weekend duty for him. See where this has started from? That jerk…
There are also those people, who know they are the f***ers and like being one. Really man, does this ever end? And yesh, seeing him for even the day would be infuriating. It is most emphasised when your week is going to end and he’s the one who is turning your book out day to no good. I ended up cleaning the toilet (everyone ended up cleaning the toilet; It’s the Army anyway), and am going to be arrowed to do so next time round. Seriously? Another jerk…
But then there are also some people, who did not offend anyone, who are not evil enough to harm anyone, but then they just get in your way. Like, it’s obvious when it comes to friendships. When they’re not around, other people approach you, and you enjoy the times when you’re noticed. But then he comes back from his leave (I did not say the one in the previous paragraph is the one- Oops) and everything changes. You feel neglected, and people do not notice you that much anymore. What is this? A change in tide? A lack of initiative? Or is just the person more outstanding in character than you that he steals the spotlight? Nevertheless, finding friends takes a special kind of interest you people share, and I do not. I listen to J-Pop (only another guy hears people like Hayasami Ayumi and Perfume), watch Chinese comedy shows (people watch K-Pop drama, no ‘click’ here) and do not play any games nowadays (now is like Pokemon, DOTA etc it seems). In all aspects of an urban teenager, I seem to be from the suburbs. Come on, even people who live near the low-developed areas hold an iPhone. Talking about barriers, another jerk…
Yesh. This world is filled with jerks, and it seems (you guys don’t wanna shoot me now?) that there aren’t any good guys around. (Audience: WHAT ABOUT US?) I knew you would say that. Go ahead then. Human intentions are countless that even Taiwanese long-run dramas do not come close. But what I know is, there is no point in worrying. Since it’s done, it’s done. There is no way to wipe the slate clean, only to keep it low so you wouldn’t be found and dragged to do the sentence again. I mean, really. I enjoy solitude, you know. It’s the Army that drags me into this social inferno again, and burns me up in to pieces until I can barely walk out of it alive. I want to vent out this anger, and given that I intend to write this 2 weeks after incidents happen to not write any longer, it can be seen I still have much to be pissed off about.
HOW, GUYS? HOW?
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You know what? I’ll smile. I’ll smile and move forward. No matter what happens. I’ll act like a shield. I defend against all threats but make no advance. Isn’t that simple? Smile, guys. It’s not easy to do it nowadays. If you read my mind about the overview of APoL, you’ll understand. For now, here’s a nice song by miwa that encourages everyone to smile. Really. It’s the best thing we all don’t like to do:
(If you don’t like Youku or if you cannot see anything, there is no f***ing thing I can do about it. Period.)
[P.S.: Coming up next is Entertainment News! Yesh I’ve decided what Anime to watch this Spring 2013!]
