Tuesday Night Report: A Pending Case…

Merry Christmas, guys. And a Happy New Year of course, in case I am still moody to even type anything on this blog. You guys must have waited me for long, right? Well, if this is the last post of the year, then… let’s get on with it.
Eh…
(Audience: ??)
How should I start?
(Audience: Well, you just… tell us what happened. Sounds serious, from the title you placed previously…)
Well… how would I say that… You know guys? If I’m an artist I’ll be a legend. Sadly I’m not. And I cannot display my emotions that are flowing in my mind onto paper. Or on any surface. How about I represent this using a song? If you guys cannot watch this video then… you’ll have to wait~

Yesh as (if) you can hear from this video, it’s despair. Really. I dont’ know man. I’ve been torturing myself in tasting failure once again and again, and have not gotten any success. Like I’ve already placed all my confidence for that test in that first attempt, and apparently the tester (whom is his last day of his job at that time) does not like to pass me because I’m a slow driver. Haiz. I duno man. It’s pending my 5th attempt and I cannot see any hope. My luck has also been running low recently. And you know, it’ll be better if I can draw it out for you guys to see. Or at least print out my imagination from my mind, and I’ll be the most famous artist in the world.

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Am I still talking nonsense? Am I someone with a disability? Or is this the results of me holding back my anger and agony for so long? I think it’s the latter, and it’s in its final stages already…
I wish to be someone with a talent, but unfortunately the only talent I’ve trained myself to be good at only is computer. And imagining things. And appreciating music. Sadly it’s only the first “talent" that can earn me a living.
I duno. I’ve been thinking a lot, or a lot lesser these days. I duno what to do anymore. It’s going to be the end of 2012 and my course, and the world hasn’t ended yet. But really, listening to this song really makes me feel better already…
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Don’t worry about it’s origin being Kokoro Connect’s last ending song, but then that show is finally going to end this year. Sadly I’ve stopped listening to songs on Sunday to prepare for the next year’s list. 203 songs man, it’s some achievement. Recently it hasn’t been much, just that Shizuku is trying to love Haru and everyone else is getting crazy, and that in BLEACH… things are looking up. Well thumbs up to that. But my life is going the opposite, so let’s say this shall be my ONLY way of entertainment avenue for now?

And yesh, recently a box dropped by as my Christmas present (like, I bought a present for myself?). I think my Mum for staying at home during Christmas Eve to receive it as I had half a day in the army. The box is kinda shabby, but then its contents are fantastic. Take a look:

Muahaha! What did I say? Man you guys should’ve joined me man; The only single from VELTPUNCH is just great! But then one of its members went off them after the best album this year, so that’s kinda sad, yeah? Well…

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I duno what to say liao. I think I’ll leave you guys to decide what my mood is now lah. But then you guys should’ve figured out already. See you guys next year then, and until next year… Enjoy your life. I’m really not enjoying mine…